BLOWING HOT AIR : I FEEL TRAPPED

I FEEL LIKE MY FREEDOM IS LIMITED . I CANT GO WITH MY PEOPLE WHEN I FEEL LIKE IT .IF I WANT TO GO TO SAN MARCOS TO GET AWAY I CANT. I WANT TO GO TO LA I CANT . IM THE ON ON STUCK EVERYTIME. WHAT IS HOLDING ME BACK YOU ASK??? ME BEING TOO NICE AND NOT BEING ABLE TO SAY NO TO MY FRIENDS..... UUUUUUUUUUH ITS LIKE WHY CANT I DO ME ANYMORE . IM NOT REALLY OBLIGATED BUT I DO IT ANYWAY IM 22 YEARS OLD AND I WANT TO LIVE. IS THAT TO MUCH TO ASK!!!!